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Okay there are two awesome concerts coming up!!!! In May, Silverstein and BlessTheFall are coming and in July, Rancid and Rise Against are coming!!!! I wanna see Rise Against sooooooooo badly again!!!!! But I'm not really allowed to go to any concerts anymore... uggghhhhhh... the last concert I went to was a concert for local bands that Nick's band was in..... I'm soooo concert deprived XD
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Yea...
So it's been a month since me and Nick broke up and things are going shitty...
He said we were still 'friends' but we stopped talking for a week, and then we started texting again, we'd see each other in the hallways... now, he said he's not allowed to text anymore since his parents took away his phone. he doesn't ever notice me in the hallways. when colin would drag him to sit with my friends at lunch, I 'm the only one he doesn't notice.... Life is just too complicated
I'm beyond fucking pissed that people think I'm going out or hooking up with my friend Dominic
And how a ton of my friends think they understand everything I'm saying, but once they say something back to me, it just shows how they don't know anything I'm getting at... And lately, I haven't been able to get ANY good advice....
And my friends are talking and saying shit about me behind my back... wtf -.-'''
And they're hiding stuff from me and shit, it's sooooooo annoying -.-'''' and they get pissed off and all hurt if I don't tell them everything... They're the ones who aren't telling ME anything...
Guilhem got pissed at me cause I don't like Bleach... the anime show thingy xP and cause he thinks I'm 'antisocial' but whatever xP
There's a creepy dude in my grade who is in my spanish class that stares at me 24/7 and it makes me feel very awkward and uncomfortable... but it's all cool, cause this senior named David is the student teacher and he is HAWWWWTTTTTT xD not as amazingly amazingly awesome as Nick though xP no one can come close to how cute, and sweet and nice and caring and hot as Nick is XD lol XD
My grades are dropping so rapidly too...
Oh and I'm skipping school and classes now (well kinda) cause I'm in this constant depressed mood now where I'll cry hysterically for a few hours...
I honestly need to figure myself out now....
I made some assumptions in a way on everything.... And whenever I make them clear and perfect sense in my mind... someone makes me believe otherwise and I get really depressed.....